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Went home for the weekend. Bes bes...a whole four days. N also the cat's out of the bag. Now my bro suggested that I ask my dad wether can nikah as soon as possible. The thing is, kitorg jmpe everyday so baik nikah je. Tp how am I sposed to ask my dad???? aakkhh....stress stress
I'm so proud of myself! I got an award for best student in my class (HM110/3 '07). Finally I've achieved something that can make my family proud for the 1st time in my life. I'm so happy!
I'm so excited n so happy! I talked to my bro the other day n we've come up with a plan to get my dad in private, so we can talk to him about my boy masa study week nanti. My bro says that he'll suggest we get engaged, but I don't think my dad will go for it. Actually I wanted to get my bro to ask my dad first what he thinks about my relationship, but he doesn't want to. Darn!! I suspect he knows but is either a) pretending not to, or b) keeping quiet about it until I tell him myself. Huiuhuhu...I hope it's b. The only members of my family who know are my brother, my stepmom, and 4 of my closest cousins. I want everyone to know!
There was no class so couldn't update yesterday, but here I am! Although I've got a fever =( I don't think I'll go for kitchen class later. I mean, I can barely drive. Panas plak tu. But I've got so many things to do, so I had to come anyway. I have to come tomorrow and the day after too...I'm not surprised if I'm completely knocked out during the weekend. Last night one of my cousins called to comfort me about the being left out thing, and I must say I feel much better after that. Last weekend some cousins came and we went jamming...it was so much fun! I was the vocalist, but it was my first time at the mic so it wasn't very good. One of them said my voice didn't have enough kick. I'll improve on that next time. Also, they invited me to go see the band Hujan on the 23rd but that's a Sunday so I can't go cos I've got class Monday morning. Too bad. Oh yea...my sis is preggers again. Very productive. I just found out about it 3 days ago. So many events happening. One at Kiara Club, one at Curve. Both so close to my place, but neither one I can go to. Darn!
I can't believe this! By reading my sis-in-law's blog, I discovered my family went for a family picnic without me! I've been begging for years to have a picnic, and thanks to my 'loving' sister, as soon as I'm not around they go and have one. I swear I don't fit in anywhere. Not with my friends, not with my family. Well, to hell with that. I'll go my own way.
By the way, am I cruel? I was supposed to go out with a friend and our lecturer the other day, she told me to pick her up at 2.45pm, and I was exactly on time. I drive to the girls' hostel, and she says she's at the hotel lobby. I drive to the hotel lobby and tell her to come out, she says wait for the lecturer. I find parking and go inside, and she just goes of with someone and buat tak layan. So that kinda pissed me off. So rather than waiting in the hotel lobby alone, I went out to wait in the car. After a while I got bored, so I pusing² the car..then I got really pissed for waiting so long, I SMSed her and said that if they're not ready in 5 minutes I'm leaving. I waited 7 minutes and left. Was it cruel? I don't think so. They should have been on time, right...
I killed a man...stabbed him to death. He tried to kill me so I had to do something. I hid in the bushes and as soon as I had the chance I lunged out at him. I stabbed him over and over until he stopped moving. Thank goodness I woke up then. What a dream. Scary huh...
