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I dreamt about my mother last night, and I woke up crying. In my dream, she came to me and I hugged her, and told her I missed her, and loved her, and we talked and talked and talked. Then, morning came, and we both knew that when morning came she would have to go, so I said goodbye, and hugged her as hard as I could, told her how much I missed her, then I woke up. I cried and I cried, even on my way to class, I cried in the car..I only managed to stop crying when I had to go to class. I thought about how she wasn't around to see my academic achievements, how she won't be around to see me get my diploma, get my first job, get married, or have my first child. I miss her so much...I'm crying as I type this. I know I shouldn't, but I can't help it. I'll feel better in a little while, I suppose.
Adventure for today..I was 1 minute late for class this morning, and the lecturer locked us out. He is so strict! My friend was 10 seconds later than the lecturer and she had the door locked in her face. But we can't hate him coz his classes are so much fun. Fortunately, he was in a forgiving mood today and he let us in after the break, but he said after this no more. If you're late, don't hope to get in. And then he gave this lecture about not being able to get forward in life if you can't be punctual. But the class was still fun anyway.
Finally finished all my work except for the housekeeping supervisor's report which I have absolutely no idea how to do. Will ask my lecturer tomorrow. Lepak-ed with my French lecturer after class..I never realized hanging out with a lecturer could be that fun. We laughed and joked, and she invited us over to her place some time and have a mini-party. We're also planning to go to the new Jusco after class when it opens on 28 August. It's fun hanging out with a lecturer, especially the young ones. We can talk about anything. Can't wait for the mini-party!
I was going thru my MySpace comments & I realized how much I miss my old friends...I wish they would contact me.
In other news, I'm bored as hell & can't sleep.
What on earth do I do on weekends usually? I have no idea. I am so bored! My best friend in off in Sarawak so I have no one to hang out with. It's a good thing I have my broadband so I'm not that bored. Makes me wonder what I did on pre-Internet days. And my grandma is in Jakarta for a wedding so I can hang out in the room all day in front of my lappie. If she was around she'd nag me about it if I did this. Hehehe. I got to thinking...I kinda miss my serving & kitchen classes. They were quite fun. We're now doing front office which is alright, I suppose. Actually, I've got work to do, but I'm just not up to it. Tomorrow I'll do my laundry + assignments. And I'll put my first picture here, since I don't really have anything better to post. It's a pic of me during serving class last semester..jpg)
You Are 29% Bitchy 
Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!
I got this quiz off my sis-in-law's blog..you should try it. It's just a short 10 question quiz. Good to know I'm not bitchy. And what's more important, I'm less bitchy than my sis-in-law. Hehehehe
It was raining so heavily this afternoon, but then after the rain this beautiful rainbow appeared above our hotel building, I just had to post this.
Never be too quick to pass wind. You may get more than you bargained for. Labels: Insights
Stupid Bitorrent. It used to be so easy. Now nothing I want is there. So I have to use LimeWire instead, but the problem with LW is that I would have to download songs individually. The best thing about Bitorrent was that I could just download albums so I didn't have to bother to find every song. Argh! Darn Bitorrent!
In other news, I just remembered my brother still owes me RM40, and I still can't find the RM10 he supposedly left in my car. *pokes brother*
Finally...it's the end of the worst week ever. It all started as an innocent cough on Monday, then upgraded to full blown sorethroat + hacking all day on Tuesday. Then I noticed that I started to feel hot, and as expected got fever on Tuesday night. By Wednesday morning, I was feeling awful and stayed in bed. Then on Wednesday night, I developed a cold..but the worst part was that the gunk wouldn't go out my nose...I had to spit it out after hacking it through my throat. Yucks, right. Oh yeah..all this while I haven't had a thing to eat and was pretty weak. By this point, what with not eating + the fever, by the time I got to the kitchen and back to the room I felt like collapsing. Thursday, missed classes again, but managed to find strength to go to UiTM clinic coz I needed the mc. Still have the meds..tried them out for one day and decided not to. The cough syrup said 'mixed fruity flavor', and then when I read the leaflet inside it, it said 'pleasantly flavored cough mixture', so I expectantly and excitedly ate it. Yeah right. It was awful. I prefer Strepsils Cough. That tasted very nice. The leaflet was probably the scariest thing I ever read. There were 2 paragraphs of 'Side Effects', including diplopia, euphoria, nervousness, insomnia & tremors. That's only some of it. Anyhow, then Friday came and I was feeling much worse. Headaches made me not want to get up, and I was pretty much weakened, so stayed in bed all day again. Tried to eat some porridge, but that night I woke up in the middle of the night and threw the whole thing up. By Saturday I was feeling better, my fever was gone, but pretty much everything else stayed. Come Sunday I managed to down some veges and fish much to my joy, and I was feeling much much better. My sorethroat was gone, my spitfest was over, and my headaches weren't so bad. Monday I went to class alright, until Housekeeping when I discovered I couldn't stand for very long. I suspect this was because I was very much undernourished by this time since I haven't eating much, just drinking lots of water, so that night we went to the cafe next to the girls' hostel and I ordered mihun goreng and ate as much as I could take. Of course couldn't finish everything. It was still a bit too much to stomach. And today I'm feeling wonderful.
By the way, in case you're wondering, yes, I have my broadband now. Yeay! This means online anytime I feel like it. Hoorah!
Got the broadband...but need to get settings so I have to go back to Carrefour where I got it. Darn Vista. By buying from Carrefour instead of the Celcom centre, I saved almost RM300! Real good bargain. But I'm sick today, so maybe tomorrow. Need I add, I'm in class even though I have a fever. And I've got so much work to do...good thing I can delegate. Phew!
I did end up getting a new number, coz Celcom has that 1+3 thing where if I get a line, I can get a maximum of 3 supplementary lines, so I got a line for myself and supp for my hubby-to-be. Free calls (voice & video), SMSes, & MMSes. Yeay! Saves his money. If not he'd spend a lot on topup. So yeay...did something dfor him. More for my hantaran! Hehehe
Oh yes..I've just remembered something that I would like to share with everyone. I don't care if you think I'm jiwang but I wanna share anyway. Labels: Insights
Recently I've been thinking about my relationship. We've been arguing so much lately, it made me think. Whether I really love him, and truly want to spend my life with him. I was doubting everything, until one day something happened...he fell sick. It was just a fever, and it only lasted a few days, but when I knew he was sick, I almost cried with guilt for doubting. I wanted to go to his workplace and take him home, I wanted to cook for him, take care of him, make him feel better. I wished that I was his wife so I could do all that. I realized that I didn't want him to suffer for even a moment. I wanted nothing more than to be with him, comfort him. Maybe it is love after all..who knows. What is love, really?
"When two people are in love, truly in love, but they just can't seem to get it together, when do they get to the point where enough is enough? Never." - The Mexican
Haha....great news...I have one class in the computer lab this semester so I will be able to give you my regular weekly blogs. Note this down : Tuesday mornings at 11am.
Anyhow, I'm back in Penang, starting my new semester at UiTM..been here since Friday afternoon. Wednesday before, I cooked a dinner for my family at my maktok's place. I invited my siblings & parents, of course, and also my aunt & uncle, and cousins. I made spaghetti bolognaise. Actually I wanted to make it with cili Sabah (really hot stuff!) but then I remembered my uncle can't eat hot stuff so instead I made sambal to put in the sauce seperately. It was quite good, if I do say so myself. And with the hot cili...yum! After food, we lepak-ed and talked. Biasala all the stupid jokes. It was so much fun..we haven't had a gathering like that for so long. And my maktok was so happy. She had always wanted to gather her kids and grandkids, but didn't have the energy to cook for us, so basically I made her dream come true (almost!). It made me happy to see her happy. She didn't join in the discussions (young ones round the dining table, not-so-young ones living area), but she sat somewhere in the middle and just listened and looked, and she was smiling almost the whole time. It must have been quite nice for her..I'm so glad =)
Got my new lappie the Thursday before I came back, and I love it! It's a Toshiba, and I got it for only RM1,999. Borrowed my stepmom's credit card so I can pay to her monthly. Not even RM100 per month! Whee! The pictures are so clear, and I can happily play my games on it..it's so much better than my old one. Unfortunately I haven't gotten a chance to connect it to any wireless connections yet, although I'm thinking of getting a Celcom postpaid number so that way I can connect to the Internet no matter where I am. HooRay! Although I'm still deciding if I want to get a new number or to change my existing prepaid line to a postpaid line. It costs RM50 to change, so I'm sure it will be cheaper to get a new number, but the thing is I've been using this number since I got my first phone at 15 years, so sayang la nak tukar. So how? Suggestions, anyone?
