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Wednesday, September 01, 2010

My Own Choice

Is it my fault I'm sensitive? Is it my fault I've been criticized my whole life about everything? Is it my fault I was constantly blamed for everything? Is it my fault nothing I did was right? Is it my fault that the way I was treated made me this way?

I have no complaints. This is MY CHOICE. This is the way I chose for myself. So I just wanted to share with you what I would have to do. And you say I'm complaining? You basically say it's my own damn fault? I know it's tedious but I understood that when I chose him. I tell you just to share, just to maybe lift some weight off my chest, and to let you know what I have to do, who knows maybe you're ACTUALLY interested. I know it's hard, but I don't mind. Instead of making me feel better, you say that and make me feel like CRAP. You can call me over sensitive, immature or whatever the hell you want. I don't mind going through all the hardship but it's people like you who make me want to just leave. So from now on, I'll do whatever and you can just leave me alone. Forget sharing, forget informing. Family is supposed to make you feel better, not worse. I was so wrong when I thought you actually gave a damn.